I want to put forth my thoughts on the quiverful thinking, but my thoughts don't and won't just stop there. They spill over into many areas and to cover it well, I think I have to tell my story, and I'm hesitant to do that.
I'd have to explain my original thoughts concerning children.
I'd have to explain how it feels to have a broken nurturer.
I might have to explain my newfound freedom in trusting God and knowing there is nothing rational about that.
There would be a lot to explain...and I'm more than hesitant. I'm scared. I'm scared to put everything out there to be judged or condemned by whomever might pass by.
But maybe it's necessary? Maybe it would help?